2003-12-10 - 3:25 a.m.
the children have authority over the world.. and as with all children, the world is subject to the whims of the impractical, the impatient, the self-centered, and the unstable.
men are "controlling".. men want "control".. men want things to go according to their "view".. as opposed to women who want "freedom of choice".. who want the "freedom" to skydive without a parachute.. against the will of the men who wish to "control" them..
those who use the term "controlling" generally are too stupid to understand that without "control" there would be no future..
if the fucking universe complained about the precise "control" exercised over it by gravity and the law of physics and the arrangement of planets in their different complementary orbits, the earth's possible destiny would likely include the "freedom" to fly into a meteor shower or the socially "independent" plummet into the sun to bake like a batch of tollhouse cookies or the sovereign "autonomy" to freeze like a 10 cent otter pop, far away from the emotionally abusing confines of all those nagging stars.
..but that's not why i'm writing 2nite..
i'm writing because i don't want to forget about the little things that i want so badly to experience that aren't necessarily the epitome or the necessity of experience..but they make a good rest stop between purpose and pointless.
you know what i really really reallllllllllly want?
.. i want to spit water at a cute girl in the shower.. i want to be in front of the showerhead pretending like i'm rinsing off soap and secretly gathering acorns of warm water in my cheeks..and then turning around and waiting for her to have soap in her eyes and then watching her rinse it off and open her eyes ... to spit water on her.. maybe on her boobies or right under her neck.. not like a firehose.. just a nice surprise Venetian fountain squirt.. and then i want her to smile and not try to be the bigger, nobler person and ignore any attention-seeking bullies.. but to immediately draw upon her Judaic law influences with its "eye for an eye" barometer and evilly store up water in her own cheeks
and spit it back at me..
i want a romantic water war w/occasional interruptions of soapy boobie touching..
i want to have fun with a girl that understands how seriously i regard the regardless little instances between two people in love.
that's why i wrote this.
