2003-10-17 - 2:36 a.m.
it's really out of my hands.
i mean the majority of people on earth are fucking morons.
utter.
fucking.
morons.
i'd really like to see inside their heads ..to see what kind of fucking silliness is going on in there..
now granted, things are out of their hands. they are not responsible for their idiocy anymore than i am responsible for my writing talent. both are gifts and curses that were given rather than requested.
i'm not really asking why so many people are fucking morons (although i ask that a lot just to spite myself), i'm just asking why the gap has to be so huge between us.. i mean, can't i be a little stupider.. or can't they be a little more comprehensive? i fucking hate this world because i'm shipwrecked on an island of comprehension.. i want the nauseated excited sensation of discovery again... i don't want to explain the meaning of life for the rest of my life to people who neglect life..
I don't want to keep writing unqualified statements that are hyper-qualified in my head alone, bundled in a self-assured hypocrisy and a contradiction of purpose.
Here i am.
alone.
there you are.
collective.
and never the twain shall meet.
