2004-01-06 - 4:37 a.m.
girls always confuse attention w/attraction.
have you ever watched the ocean waves play and crash into each other. they do that year round.. but u can't watch the powerful currents running back and forth below the foam of tender words and shared spaghetti. the ocean's charm lies in her disarming vastness .. and her elegant hypnotic anger never sleeps, hiding the truce between sunlight and surface....
...as tedious as kids are, i actually enjoy the simplicity of youth..
old people don't share out of calculation.. young people don't share out of fear. i empathize w/that dread.. i empathize with the loose thread apprehensively pulled from one's own soul..into a bare bundle on the floor. i don't like bargaining with old people for feelings. i don't like moving necessities around a human chess board just to have a conversation. i like fresh concern. i like immediate reciprocation.
i hate the sting of urge and the longevity of deeper desire.
i like the quiet shadows beneath certain words. and the immortal places in others.
i like love. a lot.
